Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Have you ever felt like you don’t deserve love? Were you made to feel this way? If so, I understand. I grew up with just my mother, my four siblings , and God in my life. As you can see their is no father stated, I grew up with allot of questions, and curiosities as to why has that spot been left empty. It was explained to me why it is, and although I never really fully understood, eventually I got the hint. Let’s just say that wasn’t the end of it, the signs of my fathers absents played a huge role in my life.
I never really trusted anybody besides my family, it was hard for me too except love from someone else, and I was filled with so much sadness. Nevertheless, I know how the shoes fit, I’ve been their, but how I came out of that tormented state. I realized that it was not my fault that my father left, and that I deserve love. When I uttered those words I became free. Whatever your going through in your life, I pray that no matter what you will not lose your love.
Pray to God for strength He will help you, as He helped me.
Dear Father, I thank you for my life, and for your love. The love that you show me every waking day teaches me how to love. I pray that your Holy Spirit will comfort anyone who reads this. In Jesus name Amen.